weird post

I apologize in advance for how weird or strange post this might be. I have literally the best job on the planet because I get to hang out with kids and teach them about how much Jesus loves them. For the last six months I've been teaching 4's & 5's and it's literally a blessing every single Wednesday night. Even though sometimes I wanna pull my hair out because 16 little hangs are grabbing at me and saying Ms. Lacey Ms Lacey. I know get the reference when I was little and my mom would say she's changing her name :)

   I just love children and I seriously cannot wait to be married and to have children. As I read blogs on motherhood (yup i'm a freak) my heart swells with the idea that it could be me one day. I so desperately want to have a child refer to me as mommy, or have that huge connect with my baby that so many mothers have. I know God has such great plans for me, and I know the desires of my heart and I want to be obedient and wait because I knew how amazing it will be. I will meet the man that God has made for me, I hate the waiting part I'm not so patient. But God is stretching my faith in that area, and It is showing me some pretty amazing things.

    It's crazy when nights like this, He can show me just how great He is. I'm so thankful that I serve a gracious God who wants to give me all of those things. In other news, I worked out this morning even when I didnt want to. I'm averaging almost 2 miles which is a feat for me. I'm heading into week two of C25k which is going pretty well. On another note, my diet is failing a little, I'm going to get back on track. I'm hoping even though I havent always been eating perfect that all this running and weight training is counteracting it a tad.

But until then, thanks for reading... whoever you are :)