Good Enough

I got to be apart of an awesome worship and prayer service last night at my church, I cherish this time with my Savior. I think that time is important, a time where I can put everything aside and worship my Savior. I have a busy schedule, not that I'm trying to boast and show how important I am, I wish that I wasn't so busy. But I'm must be diligent in taking time out of my day for Quiet Time, I've been praying for God to make me bold.

I've been praying for a sort of confidence that I could just go up to people and make conversation. As stupid as this sounds I suck at it. I need courage to know that I'm GOOD ENOUGH, He's been working on my heart with that for months now. Everyone thinks I'm crazy, I don't think people understand it's inward thing. I hear " You're beautiful, you wont end up alone" " Wait on Him, you don't want a Gorilla." I hear these things all the time, and I agree with them, I want to wait I want the person God has created for me.  It's hard though I still deal with stuff that really sucks, I stay in the word I'm making it a point to voice out the pain/hurt or anything that I'm going through and leave it at His feet.

It was interesting last night, as we we're singing there was a moment when no words were said, and we got together in little groups and we prayed for people. It made it very evident of everyone's problems, and it made mine feel very insignificant. In the sense that I'm healthy I work for a great church, I have a family who loves me. I know that all the problems that I have are significant and Jesus cares about them. But my problems felt so small compared to the others that I prayed for last night. I realized my life is good, so what that I'm 23 and I'm watching all of my friends get married and have babies, it's just not my time yet. I know the Lord has great plans for me, and they are good plans.

I guess the point of this story is that He is working in my life, He got me out of my comfort zone and I met new people last night. I prayed for new people and I just got to be there which is very powerful.