Life is forever changing, and for a person who despises changes its not a good thing. I had an awesome childhood, despite coming from a divorced home I have four loving parents for the most part. As I'm sitting here babysitting as one of my side jobs to make ends meet my mind wonders. It's really crazy how one text message can send my emotions into a frenzy. Love is a powerful thing, I've been lucky to have been in love once in my life. Or so I thought it was love, every girl comes into this world with thoughts of Prince Charming and being a mommy. My one thought tonight could be summed up as, being a girl sucks. I'm vowing to be different, right now. I said goodbye to the one person I thought I would love forever. I heard God speak to me tonight, telling me to let go. To leave him, to never speak to him again, it's over. The word over is so final.
I don't know what God has planned for me, and that's probably for the best since I don't do so well with change. He has that perfect person for me, and once he finds me. All this heartache all this pain that I've inflected on myself by dating someone who wasn't for me will seem so silly. I can't wait for that day, to look back and to tell the love story God wrote for me.
Everyone deserves happiness, everyone deserves to be with someone they love and who are meant to be.
Call me a hopeless romantic that's okay, I believe he's out there and I believe God is writing my love story and that's enough for me
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